In [No] Home Movie Style: Her Death and Rebirth

October 29, 1977
In the sentence “She’s no longer suffering,” to what, to whom does “she” refer? What does that present tense mean?
—Roland Barthes

The artist is the one who liberates a life, a powerful life, a life that’s more than personal, it’s more than his/her life.
—Gilles Deleuze

Tell me, why are you filming me like that?
Because I want to show that there is no distance in the world.
—Natalia & Chantal Akerman

It never occurred to us that when we watched it [No Home Movie, 2015] for the first time, not only would we be mourning the death of Akerman’s mother, but mourning the death of the filmmaker herself – which feels almost like the death of cinema. You can read into this film whatever you like. An image of a tree moving violently in the desert wind, its branches always springing back, is an image of survival, yet there are no survivors here.
—Joanna Hogg and Adam Roberts

During the opening shot of Chantal Akerman’s No Home Movie, a handheld camera lingers on a desert for approximately four minutes, the camera’s near stillness at odds with the force of the wind against the branches in the immediate foreground, screen left. Evidence of human life exists in the passage of three vehicles nearly indiscernible in extreme long shot through the windblown dusty frame. Cut to Michael Haneke’s Amour (2012): a fire brigade storms a bolted door. “Is anyone home?”, demands one of the men. Cut finally to Philip Hoffman’s What These Ashes Wanted (2001): “What these ashes wanted, I felt sure, was not containment but participation. Not an enclosure of memory, but the world – Mark Doty”, reads the opening shot, white text on black.

Sensorially inscribed within all three films are experiences of abandonment and home, illness and mourning. And yet, poignantly persistent throughout are also transient flashes and images of enduring life and endless duration, as effected via instances of filmic (self-)portraiture and (self-)perception. As they render visible invisible strains and dimensions of pain, grief and loss, these films embody living, ever lingering portraits of both the deceased and the ‘living’ (the late filmmaker/motherless daughter, grieving partner, beleaguered widower) that attest not only to cruel actual separations between loved ones but also an endless process of distanciation from one’s former self. Through an auto-perceptive pulsating screen, these processes materialise, fragment and liberate these already dead and endlessly dying women. [1]

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Around April 12, 1978
Necessity of the “Monument.”
Memento illam vixisse. [‘Remember that she lived.’]
—Roland Barthes

How to materialise a presence that is absent and an absence that is present? For some, human survival testifies to incessant loss. Of materialising absence, perceiving the unbeseen [2] and grasping the intangible, some suggest that to defeat sensations of loss, the bereaved experience an inevitable cycle of attempts to touch, name or represent via new forms and images that which defies designation and representation. Cinema’s potential in this sense is uniquely powerful. The opening sequence of What These Ashes Wanted, with silent footage of the filmmaker and his late partner, Marian McMahon, seems both familiar by the immediacy of its home movie aesthetic and playfulness, and intensely private and vulnerable through an evocation of past intimacies known singularly to the couple. Prior to ubiquitous iPhone and Instagram moments staged repeatedly to simulate spontaneity, these people in the snow seem also ‘real,’ ‘present,’ ‘alive.’ The film’s script reads: “HOME MOVIE (COLOR) OF A WOMAN (M) AND MAN (P) AT A SCHOOLHOUSE … PLAYING IT UP TO THE CAMERA IN HOME MOVIE STYLE”. [3]

At six minutes and five seconds into No Home Movie, the film cuts from a handheld high angle shot of a backyard to a close-up shot from behind Natalia Akerman, the filmmaker’s mother. Natalia pushes a door screen left and enters the living space. A camera/Chantal follows Natalia before stopping at the doorway. While the camera records this modest entry into an apartment’s open space, the relation between subject/mother and camera/daughter reveals both the comfort of a family home and a hesitant urgency to fully witness, capture and hold dear. The camera’s sway in Akerman’s hands suggests at once a materiality of experience (as in the home movie footage of What These Ashes Wanted) and the delicate ephemerality of an always already lost present. Such felt proximity to transient subject, space and time in these early moments of Akerman’s final film, with its Akerman-esque rhythm of extended long take and sudden break, enacts a flow between intimate ‘real life’ duration and the insistent minimalism of an artist devoted throughout her career to an ethics of a “very frontal gaze”, as Adrian Martin and Cristina Álvarez López suggest. [4] The seeming formalist/realist juxtaposition of No Home Movie intensifies through an alternation between fluid movement, as with the searching camera of Amour’s first suspenseful moments and the opening frolicking-in-the-snow movements of What These Ashes Wanted, and painful stasis, as in the minimalist tableaux and stills of domesticity and illness that feature in Akerman’s, Haneke’s and Hoffman’s films, respectively.

Amour’s first jolting audiovisual moment, the dismantling of the bolted entrance to Anne (Emmanuelle Riva) and Georges’ (Jean-Louis Trintignant) Parisian apartment, foregrounds the film’s liminal confrontations at thresholds between breath and suffocation, liberty and immobility, life and death. Within a space of seemingly stopped time, Amour accentuates acts of perception and self-perception through multiple boundaries and limits, frames and windows, stutterings and stammerings, gazes and glimpses of paintings, mirrors and a pervasiveness of water. “The door is open”. On these words, a detective hastens through the apartment. The camera follows to the opening and then interior of Anne and Georges’ bedroom where Anne’s corpse lies peacefully as the camera rests in medium-long view of the body. Yellow, white and purple petals about her head adorn her pillow and face; her hands clasp a small bouquet.

Beside a brook, Ophelia
Gathered along the water’s bank,
In her sweet and gentle madness,
Periwinkles, crow-flowers [buttercups],
Opal-tinted irises,
And those pale purples
Called dead men’s fingers. [5]

Cut to white text on black: “AMOUR”.

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[P]ain comes unsharably into our midst as at once that which cannot be denied and that which cannot be confirmed.
—Elaine Scarry

I want to be near the water
We bundle up and leave the hospital
for the beach
Beautiful clear crisp blue skied night
we mourn together
laughing at intervals
clinging madly to some sense of life
The open sky – water makes me feel
part of something immeasurable
larger than me
and it is consoling
—Marian McMahon

[T]his tidal swell of everything and anything, in bits, in fragments, this method that each seeks to invent and employ to contain their memories and fantasies, this dialectic of memory and imagination, is not arbitrary.
—Raymond Bellour

“Whichever way we turn, it seems hard to capture the features of a subject that is searching for itself” writes Raymond Bellour with regard to cinematic self-portraits and ongoing “talk of subjective cinema and of autobiography”. [6] As Bellour observes, autobiography in fact disappears by way of alternative words, “self-portraits, portraits of friends and family; letters, travel diaries, private news; diaries; confessions; childhood memories; filmmakers’ journals”. [7] What are left are instances of filmic (self-)portraiture that pierce and affront; they are flashes of a lifetime linked through the “precariousness of a subject”, to borrow a phrase of Bellour’s [8] . Through a subject’s shadows and the frailty of its imaging, frail inasmuch as these images resist implications of a self’s constitution to be fully seen and known just as one’s all-too-human pain eclipses straightforward and literal representation, we glimpse not fixed truths but ceaseless questionings, waves, foldings and layerings of time, memory and affective absences that forever linger.

Those who mourn and are mourned via Akerman’s, Haneke’s and Hoffman’s films experience not only the other’s absence but how the films’ self-portraits also vacate the self: they manifest an “absence to oneself” that absents any sustained narrative. [9] This discloses a totality of time that at last opens to new fictive worlds and possibilities. Of “[f]iction [that] becomes the only place in which to learn, to understand, what ‘true’ stories can tell” as Bellour asserts, the powers of the false that Gilles Deleuze also discerns ring true whereby “the false becomes the mode of exploration of the true”. [10]

Unflinching gazes at pain and loss in No Home Movie, Amour and What These Ashes Wanted materialise through landscapes, paintings, photographs, doorways, silences and stillnesses in homes once active and now desolate. While these gazes may seem cold or distant, these images endlessly transition between the embodiment of a most personal, human gaze subjected to pain and an impersonal overarching perception that exceeds the confines of the deserted homes. Here, truths pertain not to authenticity or lifelong complete personal narratives but self-realisations in moments no more profound than one’s encounter with death. Insofar as the films’ evocations of pain, memory and quests for self and truth speak to circuits between personal-impersonal, intimate-universal, present and past-future as well as to viewer-character-film, they reveal the cinematic potential to directly present time’s perpetual duration. [11] By so doing, their self-portraits expose ourselves to ourselves.

Following the opening shot of Doty’s white text on black, the first moving images of What These Ashes Wanted recall the first moments of Alan Schneider and Samuel Beckett’s Film (1965), the latter film given firstly to the problem of being perceived by human or nonhuman alike. “The character can limit the danger”, as writes Deleuze on Film, “by walking along a wall; in this way, he leaves only one side unprotected. To make a character walk along a wall is the first cinematographic act (all the great filmmakers have attempted it)”. [12] Indeed, so too has Hoffman.

Both Film and What These Ashes Wanted commence with canted framings and seconds of dizzying speed that seek the subjects of the camera’s perception against brick walls, their tactile textures made more haptic by the swift movements and nearness of pursuing camera and pursued subject – veiled or hooded, Buster Keaton or Marian McMahon respectively – alongside the hard surfaces.

With “all perception as such being the perception of perception”, as Deleuze reminds, insofar as we do not perceive without being perceived, from its outset What These Ashes Wanted makes clear its own act of seeing and, moreover, its perception of itself. [13] While Hoffman’s persistent, handheld camera incessantly interrogates Marian in sequences throughout the film, increasingly the camera’s gaze opens outwards towards filmmaker (himself), camera and viewer. A doubling process or folding occurs that comprises both the externalisation of a self’s becoming-other beyond itself – through its intensifying perception of a greater immeasurability or immensity of time and life as voiced by Marian and also observed by Hoffman – and an internalisation that enfolds such perception into a larger collective universal memory and possible future. [14] “This, then, is what was so terrifying: that perception was the perception of the self by itself”, continues Deleuze. [15] “If you could have a ritual for death what would it be, and would it be private or shared?” Marian asks Philip. “I think it would be shared”, he replies.

Through the act of living with and sharing Marian’s death, Hoffman seems to engage in a simultaneous act of self-reconstruction and dissolution. After Marian’s death he is urged to heal swiftly, as suggested by rapidly cut images following the title screen of Hoffman’s hands as he sorts through pieces of broken pottery.

However, just as Hoffman’s own image can be glimpsed in the broken mirrored pieces, the film also motions to the contrary, to an alternative speed of recovery and progress, as seen through Marian’s own resistances to being ‘Othered’ or objectified. As Marian drives to the next Torontonian home that she will visit on her nursing rounds with Hoffman in the back seat filming, the shared moment elicits the following exchange:

Marian: It’s really hard for me to do this. I feel like I have to entertain you. That’s not what I really mean to say. […] I feel like I’m not really talking about things that I’d want to talk about, things that I’d want to talk about with you.

Philip: Yeah, because you are talking to the camera.

Marian: Yeah. […] Maybe, we should have somebody filming us. Someone filming you filming me.

As Brenda Longfellow observes, “[t]his is a profoundly ethical question for Derrida: how to honour the otherness of the other while at the same time acknowledging that within the act of mourning, the other is always an object – ‘image, idol, or ideal’ that one constructs oneself”. [16] As Longfellow continues, at one point Marian

confronts Phil (hiding behind his heavy 3/4-inch camera in the back seat), accusing him of not understanding how difficult it is to be filmed and how much the camera mediates and makes strange their relation. It is an important moment precisely because it honours the otherness of the other. The only sync sequence in the film, it anchors Marian in her lifeworld not simply as an image, idol or memory, but as a sensate and intentional subject in her own right and one, furthermore, who explicitly defies the naturalness of a camera recording her image. [17]

In speeds therefore of conjoined mobility and immobility that link every future breath with every former sigh, What These Ashes Wanted achieves an undoing of assured subjectivity, of both Marian’s and the filmmaker’s own.

In close and extreme close-ups, Hoffman’s hands tend the broken pieces while the film cuts, on the sound of an answering machine’s tone, to slowed ‘home movie’ footage of Marian walking past columns in front of an Egyptian monument. These are the first moments of audio, heard against Marian’s seemingly majestic stride by its slowness and the image’s studium, its grandeur in sepia tones. The audio, a man’s voice heard quoting from a book, describes an ancient broken cup too precious to discard so “it was repaired not with glue but with a seam of gold solder. And I think our poems are often like that gold solder, repairing the break in what can never be restored perfectly. The gold repair adds a kind of beauty to the cup, making visible part of its history”. Inasmuch as What These Ashes Wanted documents Hoffman’s reclamation of self and memory fragments through the making of the film, the temporal past-future divide persists.

At last, at approximately 54 minutes into the film, the first frontal clear shot of Hoffman, a self-portrait, surfaces while several frontal shots of Marian repeat throughout.

Even as the film’s entirety serves as a portrait of the temporal divide between definitive death and ongoing dying with its lasting affective embrace, this still self-portrait at the film’s end effects and demarcates the film’s interwoven making and unmaking of a self. [18] “How to assess the state of the ‘I’ in cinema?” asks Bellour. [19] The most fruitful response again lies through creative memory and time: “I will not tell you what I have done, but I will tell you who I am”. [20]

Of this sense of a self’s endless becoming in time, between moments and ever in flux, and this self-portrait, Bellour’s remarks, with regard to Philippe Lejeune’s thoughts on Raymond Depardon’s Les Années déclic (1983), are apropos: “it is more direct and more ‘real’ than a written narrative could ever be, with that face staring at you and saying, ‘I am me, and that used to be me’; on the other hand, this former self never seems to really join the self who is speaking to us”. [21] If the journey of What These Ashes Wanted is to grant form to chaos, presence to absence, the task remains an impossibility. But by this final confrontation of the film’s, as expressed via a self-portrait seen against the sound of a film projector, we are reminded that this self and his image exist in time. In pursuit perhaps of a beloved other’s truth, he creates his own and releases hers to chance. “17’s the number … 1 + 7 is 8 … 7 is doing, 8 is infinity … 17’s the number. She was born on May 17 and died on November 17”.

A self to which it would be
worth her while to be true
Marian McMahon

May 17, 1954 – November 17, 1996
What These Ashes Wanted

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Not to suppress mourning (suffering) (the stupid notion that time will do away with such a thing) but to change it, transform it, to shift it from a static stage (stasis, obstruction, recurrences of the same thing) to a fluid state.
—Roland Barthes

(With her able hand, Anne opens the album, looks at the photos, turns the pages, looks.)
That’s nice.
What?
Life … So long. What a long life.
(Georges looks at her. She continues to thumb through the pages.)
—Anne & Georges in Amour

Imagining is, in effect, the ground of last resort. That is, should it happen that the world fails to provide an object, the imagination is there, almost on an emergency stand-by basis, as a last resource for the generation of objects.
—Elaine Scarry

Following the ‘Opheliac’ discovery of the prologue and silent black of its title screens, Amour confronts its filmic audience with another audience. The film cuts to an interior shot within the main auditorium of the Théâtre des Champs-Élysées as audience members find their seats to directly face the fixed camera – and viewer’s gaze – situated ‘onstage’, as befits those with active roles to play. Anne and Georges are discernible in the audience. The auditorium’s lights dim as the stage lights begin to reflect from these gazes that face our own. Coughs of various audience members subside. Applause. Pause. The pianist hidden from the viewer’s gaze begins to play. An anticipatory hush remains as the music proceeds past what musician and music critic Frances Wilson describes as the opening “bare, arresting G octave” of Schubert’s Impromptu in C minor, Op. 90, D.899 No. 1. [22] With the audience in the auditorium, we wait, listen, watch, unknowingly prefiguring means of response for the extended portraits of pain to follow.

With increasing volume, the ominous progressions of the Impromptu’s theme bridge across a rapid montage of early moments, from the ‘facedown’ of filmic and profilmic audiences and the rapt attention the pianist claims, over a brief backstage post-performance congratulatory hello between the pianist, Anne and Georges, and, at last, to Anne and Georges’ bus ride home to their apartment. The music suspends ambiguously as the film cuts to the couple entering their home. As opposed to the film’s first shot of a fire brigade storming the bolted front door, Georges calmly opens this door and observes a “not very professional” burglary attempt. Anne relates a tale in which another apartment was burgled; the most valuable paintings were cut from their frames while the intruders disappeared without a trace. The couple nevertheless remain contented in their delight over the performance that Anne’s student offered that evening.

Despite the warmth that emanates from between this (revered) couple (of filmic history), the viewer’s anxiety builds, especially in light of a death so provocatively, forbiddingly and corporeally conveyed not even three minutes into the film. Such an actual image of death in a narrative film embodies death’s always actual and virtual dimensions, as Deleuze recalls through Maurice Blanchot, of that definitive event, always already past and yet to come. [23] We wait, listen, watch. More than this, the diegetic theme carried across from the concert in our minds intensifies the film’s pervasive precariousness. That first of Schubert’s Opus 90 Impromptus follows Anne and Georges from the concert stage to this intensely intimate ‘stage’ where love unfolds; indeed, the rest of Amour, in ways akin and apart to No Home Movie and What These Ashes Wanted, remains within ever narrowing frames of their domestic space. Wilson notes, with insights that pertain as much to the film as to the music, that:

[t]he chill never really thaws as the music continually struggles to break free of that portentous, restraining G: it never truly succeeds, despite the lyrical and nostalgic A-flat sections. The warm, major key offers little real solace, as the harmonic progressions constantly drag the ear away from the resolution it craves, and any pleasant recollections are quickly forgotten by the return of the chilling tread of the opening motif, the tyranny of the G, and a horrifying attempt to finally break free. [24]

When a film at once expresses experiences that are at once so vulnerable and frail as reassured and shockingly audacious, perhaps its name might only be ‘love’.

As conveyed via a charming and tender series of modest yet generous gestures and touches, smiles and intonations, the love between Anne and Georges communicates all one need ‘know’, or could know, of the long relationship between the two. A lifeline of love and friendship in fact extends from Anne/late actress Riva in Alain Resnais’ Hiroshima mon amour (1959) to Resnais’ long bond with friend/collaborator Chris Marker, to Marker’s homage to Hiroshima mon amour in the final moments of Chats perchés (2004) and, at last, to lines from Marker’s Sans soleil (1983) that resonate with Amour’s couple:

I wish I could convey to you the simplicity – the lack of affectation – of this couple who had come to place an inscribed wooden slat in the cat cemetery so their cat Tora would be protected. No she wasn’t dead, only run away. But on the day of her death no one would know how to pray for her, how to intercede with death so that he would call her by her right name. So they had to come there, both of them, under the rain, to perform the rite that would repair the web of time where it had been broken.

As in Akerman’s No Home Movie, Amour’s aesthetic of simplicity in composition and performance – the extended duration of takes, sparsity of close shots, framing of all shots, limited movements and cuts, vivid alternations between silence and repeated diegetic refrains – starkly exposes its characters and viewers to limits of existence rarely exposed in (narrative) film. Unlike the domestic spaces of No Home Movie and What These Ashes Wanted that recall, as do ‘autobiographical documentaries’, authentic, ‘real and true’ sources and stories, the theatricality of Amour assumes a steady modulating pace, as do narratives of suspense and violence of any kind. But the nakedness and simplicity revealed by all three films – that extend beyond conventional autobiographical documentary or domestic drama generic definition – allows quotidian life in its horrific and beautiful intensity to emerge.

The ‘action’ or drama rather enfolds or “happens between two”, between Anne and Georges, in a ceaseless time gradually of neither evolution nor regression, past nor future, nor even lingering present. [25] Such movement does not go from one point to another or correspond to a division between reality and fiction. “Things will go on as they have done up until now”, Georges informs their daughter, Eva (Isabelle Huppert). “They’ll go from bad to worse. Things will go on, and then one day it will all be over”, or so will the pain Anne suffers. Even still, Anne’s plaintive “hurts … hurts … hurts” will remain in some viewers’ minds long after experiencing the film. “Here and there”, writes Scarry, “in the vast expanse of literary texts, one comes upon an isolated play, an exceptional film, an extraordinary novel that is not just incidentally but centrally and uninterruptedly about the nature of bodily pain”. [26] Such pain, particularly as witnessed but not directly experienced by the loved one’s carer, refocuses a life through a process of exceeding one’s former self, “by losing, by abandoning, by reducing, by simplifying”, by purifying oneself of one’s self through also a consciousness that precedes one’s self and through which one becomes, a personal-impersonal process of actual contact and potential separation, a vital line, a life. [27]

Written in the interval before his own death, Deleuze’s final essay, “Immanence: A Life”, finds renewed life via these works of Akerman, Haneke and Hoffman:

This indefinite life does not itself have moments, close as they may be to another, but only between-times, between moments; it doesn’t just come about or come after but offers the immensity of an empty time where one sees the event yet to come and already happened, in the absolute of an immediate consciousness. [28]

Amour need not, again, present the entirety or any of Anne and Georges’ prior existence. Inasmuch as Marguerite Duras writes in Hiroshima mon amour of “the stare of the cat-Riva” (so-named for Riva as ‘She’) and of how “[m]emory [lives] in these walls, one with the stone, the air, the earth”, memory lives also within these Parisian walls. [29] The first time the hallway appears from a view nearest Anne and Georges’ bedroom occurs after the prologue and brief concert montage when the couple enters their apartment in a medium long/plan américain static shot. The camera remains fixed each time the hallway is seen from this view, as when other spaces of the apartment are seen. Shot scales alternate between long distances from the characters (as when Anne returns in her wheelchair) and point-of-view framings from medium and close range. In key montage moments, the apartment is vacant. The stasis of several apartment shots counters the prologue’s following shot as well as other exceptional moments of camera movement in the film, such as during Georges’ nightmare through a flooded hallway. The former instance, that trails the detective from the entrance directly to the sealed bedroom door, exists beyond the time of the couple. In all cases, as a character unto itself, the apartment sees.

The “landscape sees”, Deleuze and Guattari insist with regard to the concept of a percept or a pre-individual seeing detached from any fixed subject, an anonymous nonhuman film-eye. [30] “The percept is the landscape before man, in the absence of man”. [31] As if in response to Anne and Georges’ experiences, immediately following the sequence of Anne’s stroke and prior to her return home from hospital, half-paralysed, the film inserts another brief montage of five night and deeply shadowed, medium long shots: 1) hallway view from kitchen towards bedroom; 2) bedroom view towards the windows of the hallway; 3) living room shot with the chair and its pair where Georges often sits bottom screen right; 4) never used dining room seen only when Anne and Georges are absent; and 5) the kitchen, left assumedly ‘as is’ as Georges hastened to the hospital with Anne. Taken as if from the perspective of an intruder, or moreover the apartment itself, these views are seen against background street noise. In each of the five shots, frames appear within the camera’s own frame despite the low light; countless framed artworks are visible as are window, doorway and rectangular ‘frames’ within furniture frames. The notion of a frame, which again repeats the camera’s delimiting perception and the viewer’s own, underscores the eyes and landscapes of a world that perceive and are perceived.

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I don’t remember the film either. But I remember the emotions.
– Georges

hurts … hurts … hurts
– Anne

As Anne grows weaker and frames of the home seemingly close-in on Anne and Georges – her wheelchair but fits through the passage from hallway to living room and spaces appear ever tighter as the couple adapt to Anne’s abilities and to the limits of the world between the two – the sense of an unseen but felt presence mounts.

The “chilling tread of the opening motif” and “a horrifying attempt to finally break free”, as Wilson has it, persist. [32] We wait, listen, watch as this couple within this apartment confront each other and the limits of themselves. Flashes and between-times of lives that came before light the film, “[l]ike views on various realities”, as Haneke’s screenplay and its description of the apartment’s paintings read. [33] As Anne peers through a photo album while the film repeatedly graphically mirrors Riva’s earlier presence in Hiroshima mon amour, and as Georges succumbs to the most frightening of dreams and thoughts, Amour gives way to Deleuze’s inference again: “[t]his, then, … was so terrifying: that perception was the perception of the self by itself”. [34]

Intruding senses of judgement, well meaning, self-absorption and, at worst, cruelty and inhumanity find their ways into Anne and Georges’ home as the couple work to find each other and at last free themselves from the terror and pain that have nearly consumed their lives. With surmounting indignities, Anne’s disempowerment develops. A nurse bathes Anne and changes her diaper; in another moment, another nurse roughly brushes Anne’s hair and foists a mirror in her face.

As the landscape painting above the couple’s bed also bears witness to this nurse’s ignorance, “Well?… What do we say to that? Aren’t we a pretty sight?”, the film recalls Riva’s forthright self-confrontation in Hiroshima mon amour that realised the younger woman’s break from oppressive distinctions that facilitated her public humiliation, and countless other public humiliations of women in wartime and post-war Europe. [35] In the earlier film, the process of the woman’s self-dissolution pushes the woman to and beyond the limits of her identity as woman.

In Amour, as Anne and Georges come to perceive both dangers and potentials of self-fracturing while their senses of pain mirror one another, there seems no means of escape except through complete self-abandonment. Driven by his love for Anne that is itself inseparable from a sense of a life and a peace that Anne deserves to claim, Georges exceeds himself … and releases Anne. Throughout, the landscape paintings have waited, listened and watched.

 

The couple’s experiences have already reduced the two to fragments and absences of their former selves. A harrowing sequence between Anne and Georges, during which she refuses to drink and he slaps her, leads into a series of six extended shots of paintings from the apartment without their frames, as if these glimpses of alternative realities beyond frame and stricture might materialise other possibilities for Anne and Georges as well. As if cut from their own frames like the valuable works of stolen art Anne describes, within Georges’ imagination (that “ground of last resort” as Scarry reminds), Anne and Georges also disappear without a trace. As Deleuze and Guattari might suggest, perhaps they have at last fluidly “passed into the landscape”. [36]

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We go out with Akerman into the world only to look inward.
—Guiliana Bruno

We are beholding a world which has gone beneath the waves.
—Virginia Woolf

You can again, as Hogg and Roberts state, read whatever you like into No Home Movie. But the film is not, as its title reiterates, a home movie. Temptation might be to also label the film autobiographical although it is much more than that, despite its materials of domestic borders and subjects filmed with Akerman-esque distant proximity and stasis, and interspersed with long takes of landscapes.

What Akerman’s final film materialises is not only a portrait of the filmic medium and perception itself but also a portrayal of Akerman’s self in time, as in the spirit of Beckett’s Film. As also evidenced by Hoffman in What These Ashes Wanted and Riva in Amour, No Home Movie persists as a moving, ceaselessly questioning self-portrait of both medium and artist that captures fractions of the soundscapes and landscapes that comprise Akerman’s world. This is not (or no longer?) home but this is Akerman, the film, as conceived by Akerman.

Approximately one hour and three minutes into the film, Akerman’s self-portrait surfaces in opaque water, footage that the film revisits from Akerman’s “autobiographical installation”, Maniac Shadows (2013). [37]

The publicity materials for Akerman’s installation claim that “Maniac Shadows brings a new complexity to Akerman’s forte, the portrayal of the disjunction between subjective voice and objective vision”. [38] However, such tension was always already there in Akerman’s works that emanate from the deeply personal outwards, to worlds and its injustices Akerman captures, and back, to a world with its own pains and sufferings writ as large. The internalisation/externalisation process is there, forever entwined. From this perceptive doubling of artist and medium, we see ourselves seeing, other subjects and Akerman herself across several of her films, notably and lastly No Home Movie. Instead of ‘reading into’ the film, might we instead experience the encounter with such a portrait not as an enticement to know and claim but rather observe and listen with as much humility?

With regard to Deleuze’s proposed three syntheses of time, the first synthesis is that of habit and chronology, on which conventional conceptions of past and future depend, and the second synthesis pertains to memory and constitutes time as a pure past which causes the present to pass. Yet, in the third synthesis, “the present is no more than an actor, an author, an agent destined to be effaced” whose loss of self always corresponds to a future. [39] From No Home Movie to Amour to What These Ashes Wanted, the materialised absences of Chantal and Natalia, Anne and Georges, Philip and Marian project immemorially towards a filmic future. [40]

NOTES
[1] See Nadine Boljkovac, Untimely Affects: Gilles Deleuze and an Ethics of Cinema (Edinburgh: Edinburgh University Press, 2015), pp. 146-151.
[2] See Jacques Derrida (trans. Pascale-Anne Brault and Michael Naas), Memoirs of the Blind: The Self-Portrait and Other Ruins (Chicago: The University of Chicago Press, 1993), pp. 44; 55.
[3] Philip Hoffman, What These Ashes Wanted script, 6 October 2001, http://philiphoffman.ca/what-these-ashes-wanted-script/ (last accessed: 17 May 2017).
[4] Cristina Álvarez López and Adrian Martin, “Chantal Akerman: A Primer”, Sight and Sound, Vol. 25 No. 2 (February 2015), http://www.bfi.org.uk/news-opinion/sight-sound-magazine/features/chantal-akerman-primer (last accessed: 19 February 2015).
[5] Ernest Legouvé (music Hector Berlioz), “La mort d’Ophélie” (“Ophelia’s Death”), Tristia, Op. 18, Movement 2. See also Graham Johnson and Richard Stokes, A French Song Companion (Oxford: Oxford University Press, 2000), p. 19.
[6] Raymond Bellour (trans. Allyn Hardyck), Between-the-Images (Zurich: JRP/Ringier, 2012), pp. 327, 334.
[7] Ibid., p. 328.
[8] Ibid., p. 333.
[9] Ibid., p. 337.
[10] Ibid., p. 335. See also Gilles Deleuze (trans. Paul Patton), Difference and Repetition (New York: Columbia University Press, 1994), p. 107 and Deleuze (trans. Hugh Tomlinson and Robert Galeta), Cinema 2: The Time-Image (Minneapolis: The University of Minnesota Press, 1989), Chapter 6.
[11] See Boljkovac, “Introduction” in Untimely Affects.
[12] Gilles Deleuze (trans. Daniel W. Smith and Michael A. Greco), Essays Critical and Clinical (Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press, 1997), p. 24.
[13] Ibid., p. 25.
[14] See Boljkovac, Untimely Affects, p. 101.
[15] Deleuze, Essays Critical and Clinical, p. 25.
[16] Brenda Longfellow, “Philip Hoffman’s Camera Lucida” in Mike Hoolboom and Karyn Sandlos (eds), Landscape with Shipwreck: First Person Cinema and the Films of Philip Hoffman (Toronto: Images Festival of Independent Film and Video and Insomniac Press, 2001), p. 207.
[17] Ibid.
[18] See Gilles Deleuze (trans. Mark Lester with Charles Stivale), The Logic of Sense (New York: Columbia University Press, 1990), p. 152. See also Maurice Blanchot (trans. Ann Smock), The Space of Literature (Lincoln: University of Nebraska Press, 1982), p. 155.
[19] Bellour, Between-the-Images, p. 336.
[20] Ibid., 337.
[21] Ibid., 332.
[22] Frances Wilson, “Traversing Schubert’s Opus 90 Impromptus”, The Cross-Eyed Pianist, 8 October 2011, https://crosseyedpianist.com/2011/10/08/traversing-schubert-opus-90-impromptus/ (last accessed: 17 November 2017).
[23] See Deleuze, The Logic of Sense.
[24] See Wilson, “Traversing Schubert’s Opus 90 Impromptus”.
[25] See Boljkovac, Untimely Affects.
[26] Elaine Scarry, The Body in Pain: The Making and Unmaking of the World (New York: Oxford University Press, 1985), p. 10.
[27] See Gilles Deleuze and Claire Parnet (trans. Hugh Tomlinson and Barbara Habberjam), Dialogues II (New York: Columbia University Press, 2002), p. 29. See also Deleuze (trans. Anne Boyman), Pure Immanence: Essays on a Life (New York: Zone Books, 2001), p. 29 and Boljkovac, “Signs Without Name” in Untimely Affects.
[28] Deleuze, Pure Immanence, p. 29.
[29] Marguerite Duras (trans. Richard Seaver), Hiroshima mon amour (New York: Grove Press, Inc., 1961) pp. 98; 96.
[30] Gilles Deleuze and Félix Guattari (trans. Hugh Tomlinson and Graham Burchell), What is Philosophy? (New York: Columbia University Press, 1994), p. 169.
[31] Ibid.
[32] See Wilson, “Traversing Schubert’s Opus 90 Impromptus”.
[33] Michael Haneke, Amour (2012) screenplay https://www.sonyclassics.com/awards-information/amour_screenplay.pdf (accessed 1 May 2013).
[34] Deleuze, Essays Critical and Clinical, p. 25.
[35] See Boljkovac, Untimely Affects.
[36] Deleuze and Guattari, What is Philosophy? p. 169.
[37] See Centre d’art contemporain de la Ferme du Buisson, “Chantal Akerman: Maniac Shadows Exhibition: Press Kit”, 19 November 2016 and Sunday 19 Feb 2017, http://lafermedubuisson.com/media/fdb/173818-press-kit_chantal-akerman_maniac-shadows.pdf (last accessed: 17 November 2016).
[38] Ibid.
[39] See Boljkovac, Untimely Affects, p. 157. See also Deleuze, Difference and Repetition, pp. 89-90; 94.
[40] Many thanks to Saige Walton and Adrian Martin, who inspired some of my thinking on Amour and Hiroshima mon amour in 2013. Thanks also to Philip Hoffman for the exchanges we shared following a screening of What These Ashes Wanted in Brenda Longfellow’s seminar a few months after my Dad died (17 May 1945-30 April 2002). With love always to my Mom and Hanjo Berressem.

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Nadine Boljkovac

About the Author


Nadine Boljkovac

Nadine Boljkovac is Senior Lecturer in Film at Falmouth University. She is the recipient of a University of Cologne 2018-19 Fellowship (Morphomata International Center for Advanced Studies) and was a University of New South Wales 2015-17 Postdoctoral Fellow, the Brown University 2012-13 Carol G. Lederer Postdoctoral Fellow, a University of Edinburgh 2010 Postdoctoral Fellow and University of Aberdeen 2009-10 Film Teaching Fellow. Boljkovac’s monograph examining affect and ethics via Chris Marker and Alain Resnais, Untimely Affects: Gilles Deleuze and an Ethics of Cinema (EUP 2013), was reissued in paperback in 2015 and precedes a second in progress, Beyond Herself: Feminist (Auto-)Portraiture and the Moving Image. Peer-reviewed pieces appear in The Anthem Handbook of Screen Theory (eds Tom Conley and Hunter Vaughan, 2018); A Festschrift... (2018); Understanding Deleuze, Understanding Modernism; Deleuze Studies; Open Letter: A Canadian Journal of Writing and Theory (‘Remembering Barbara Godard’); Anamnesia: Private and Public Memory in Modern French Culture; Gilles Deleuze: Image and Text.View all posts by Nadine Boljkovac →